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Balinares ([personal profile] balinares) wrote2007-02-07 03:26 pm

First update in ages, go me!

So, yeah, I'm not quite done hibernating, as far as LJ is concerned, but this at least I want to post while I still remember it.


This night, I made a dream I still remember bits of, which in itself is noteworthy, as this is not usual.

There was a short and mostly irrelevant bit that took place at the next EF, involving the usual dramatis personae, which has been something of a recurrent theme lately in what dreams I do remember, lending me to think that my hindbrain worries more about it than I care to admit consciously.

But the real vibe of the dream came much later. The area was mountainous, and I needed to reach the top of the highest peak, overcoming several adversarial conditions on the way. Because, by reaching the top, I'd earn the ability. (Yes, I've played too much Zelda lately, I know.)

The ability turned out to be the power to turn at will into an Australian white hawk (is there even a species of white hawks in Australia? No idea...), and fly.

Now, I commonly have the power of flight in my dreams, as a general thing; but it's a tricky power to wield. First, I need to remember that I have this power, and dreams generally make this kind of extrinsical thinking difficult. Next, controlling the power itself requires a lot of concentration and focus: you need to repel at the ground with all your will, and that can't generally be sustained for very long.

But this time was different.

It was effortless. It was nimble. It was free. I'd simply turn into a white hawk and fly.

The species in question was being actively hunted, because in my dreams, good things rarely come for free, and I do remember being shot at at least once; but, unlike my typical dream, this was never a concern, because I was so agile on my white wing, they stood no chance to hit me.


Dear brain: that was a great dream. I want more of those, please.

[identity profile] unblue.livejournal.com 2007-02-08 12:50 pm (UTC)(link)
It is said that flying is a good start if you want to learn how to control your dreams, however just like you I have trouble staying in flight : the ground keeps pushing itself against me, it feels more like I'm jumping very high than actually flying. Frustrating indeed.
But to rebound on something mentioned above, I did fly aboard vehicles on several occasions, including flying a bomber over France in 1940 (and getting shot down) and going into space aboard a Mercury spaceship - I remember clearly the overwhelming pressure, the roar of the rocket engine and the sky turning black through the small window, it was very unexpected.

And though I can't fly in my dreams, I discovered that as a quadruped, I'm left-handed.

[identity profile] balinares.livejournal.com 2007-02-08 01:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh wow, bombers and space rockets... Now that's cool. :) Somehow my dreams are rarely as elaborate and cohesive as that, though. No structure at all, that's just so like me. *g*

> And though I can't fly in my dreams, I discovered that as a quadruped, I'm
> left-handed.

OH WOW I'VE FOUND YOU AT LAST, LINK!!

[identity profile] unblue.livejournal.com 2007-02-08 03:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Sometimes I wish my dreams held less cohesion. Last week I woke up sweating and screaming after a horrible nightmare where the dial signal of the phones routinely carried the voice of the Devil, and listening to it made normal people ill-a-ease while children and babies would be temporarily demon-possessed. I shuddered the whole day, remembering the inhuman smile and the horrible spark of evil in the tiny contracted pupils of that baby.

> OH WOW I'VE FOUND YOU AT LAST, LINK!!

If I wasn't 9000 km from you, I'd back away slowly...

(nb : en anglais on dit 'to have a dream', pas to make. Pense à Martin Luther King ;)

[identity profile] balinares.livejournal.com 2007-02-08 11:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Okay, now that's a bad dream. Sounds awfully vivid, too. Is that where you draw your inspiration as GM from? :P

> (nb : en anglais on dit 'to have a dream', pas to make. Pense à Martin
> Luther King ;)

Flute, je le sais en plus. Ça m'apprendra à pas assez dormir tiens. *g*